It's a bad day for me. I feel sick, through and through.
I woke up feeling sick to my stomach. This isn't unusual for me, (maybe I'm hypoglycemic?) but today I just felt...sick.
I feel sick inside too. Like there's something rotting in me. It's not a good feeling. (Well duh.) I feel like I'm in pain. I should be used to not feeling "good enough" but I'm not. Never quick enough, smart enough, thin enough, beautiful enough.
Never enough.
"Mild depression." That's what they call it. It's kind of like saying "mildly poisoned" or "mildly drowned." Mild. Like salsa.
Am I still not over it?
I guess not.
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